I see…I write…I am.

Denying my want,

Emotional explosion,

I cannot obtain.

How many times do we just want to explode?  To totally cut loose, free our emotions, shout our feelings out to the world….to stuff our faces with cupcakes and satisfy our inner feelings!  Our doctors, our waistlines and society in general would be horrified.  We are supposed to be more controlled, more sophisticated  and just plain better than that.  Granted, I am not a big fan of emotional eating, not because I don’t understand it’s appeal but because I understand it’s appeal all too well.   The infinite battle between our physical and our physiological…who determines the winner?  We all face crises in our life….how do we deal with them?  Do we push them out of sight?  Do we drown them with outside factors?  Do we tuck them away until we have a quiet moment to fully examine them?   I do not know….all I know is that some life crisis call for a cry, a friend, or simply a cupcake.